3rd
[I read this, and I have been right there and the worst part is how helpless you feel and how helpless you are. We all joke that everything will be better when this year is over, but people who truly feel this way, who believe that the holes inside will be fixed if they can just move to that city or make more money or pay off their debts or get that job, are deeply sad, and they are sad in a way that can’t be helped by anyone else. You think you can wait it out or put on a happy face or have enough love for the both of you to subsist on. You keep thinking, Someday, we can just be us again. But the truth is, it may take longer than you have, and you may not be able to move forward. And you may not be able to forgive him for the worst thing he could ever do to you, which is when you say, I love you, I am here for you, no matter what, and he says, It isn’t enough.]
